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Horse-Art-RPG Badge by Danesippi
Harpg 09 by Hymnsie
Angelus Estate Crest by mapal



Firelight Stables Training & Stud


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Set on the 212 acre Angelus Estate, Firelight Stables works alongside it's sister group, Somesmera Stables, and shares the land with Byteforce Kennels. Firelight is the original home of Spirit Horses and continues to be at the forefront of breeding and research programs for the breed. The Estate is also the birth place of the Angelus Warmbloods, a sturdy all-rounder breed with great stamina and reliability.

Enquire today for more information on Firelight's stud and training programs.







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Commissions

Custom Spirit Horse Import
FLS Istra'nyr by mapal
FLS Ashari by mapal
FLS Mo'strix by mapal
Custom Spirit Horse import from any line. All points made go to O-S-H-S 
Full Body Shaded Image With Background
Ta'fette by mapal
Je'Ouri by mapal
Trouble on the Wind by mapal
A full body shaded image of your horse, with or without rider, with full background. Fantasy breeds accepted, horse breeds only.
Full Body Shaded Image Without Background
FLS Sy'tavi by mapal
Volare by mapal
Full body shaded image with plain background or no background at all. Fantasy breeds accepted, horse breeds only. Rider can be included.
Realistic Speedpaint Full Body
1 Coffee 2 Sugars by mapal
Full body realistic speed paint of your horse, real life or HARPG. Fantasy characters accepted. Horse breeds only.
Realistic Speedpaint Headshot
As The Dove Flies by mapal
Realistic speedpaint headshot of a horse of your choice. Can be a real life horse or HARPG horse. Fantasy breeds accepted. Horse breeds only.
Flat Image
FLS Cosmic Candy - REF by mapal
Commission - Helsinge by mapal
Breeding Payment - Clowneries by mapal
Flat image of your horse, unshaded, with or without rider. Will be lined and flat coloured. Fantasy horses accepted. Horse breeds only.
Angelus Warmblood Custom
SOLD AWB Import #008 by mapal
AWB Import #005 by mapal
AWB Import #001 by mapal
Custome Angelus Warbmlood import.

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Rant Journal - Read At Your Peril

Mon Jul 11, 2016, 12:08 PM


DeviantART is the only place I can unload lately. The only place I don't think I'm being continuously stalked... well I probably am but I don't care.

You might have noticed I've been slow, grumpy, and unresponsive the last week or so. For a start I had the lovely xantlercat staying with me last week, so I didn't really do much on dA because I was too busy/couldn't be arsed/was too busy being prodded.

But ugh... so much other shit?

I had two job interviews last week. Neither of them have gotten back in touch yet and I'm getting a little nervous. I am at a point where if I don't get a job in the next couple of weeks I'm looking at losing everything. I'm trying my hardest to hold on in the hope of better things but I'm absolutely broke and my ex left me in so much debt.

I think in total I owe over £5,000 to various companies and £750 in rent arrears. It's a nightmare. I can barely afford to eat. Without a job I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm getting all the money I can from the DWP, and it's not enough to live on. It barely pays the rent.

And if I do get a job, I have to survive a month with no money because they'll cut my benefits as soon as I get a job.

I feel like I'm drowning and i'm doing it alone. I was so in love, I had everything, and now it's all gone and I'm left with ashes. I still don't really understand where it all went wrong, where everything changed, but I have to deal with the hand I've been given in life. As usual, it's a shit one.

It's always a shit one.

Just once I'd like a break, y'know? I'd like to be noticed, recognised, and have something positive happen. Instead I'm always forgotten and shoved aside and left in the shadows, only negative things happen to me. It's tiring. I honestly don't know how much longer I can carry on. I'm just limping through life with no energy. I'm not even surviving any more I'm just existing.

My art doesn't pay. No one wants commissions from a mediocre artist. My writing doesn't pay because I can't finish anything and no one wants to read what I have to write. And I can't get a job. There aren't even any supermarket jobs.

I'm at a total loss.

I just want a break. I just want a job. I just want to provide for myself. How is that too much to ask?

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If you are waiting on an AESDS reg number please feel free to draw your entry and just leave space for your number when you get it. I'll be back on top of registration and judging when I get real internet and get settled at my nan's :)
I will be back online and in with you guys on Tuesday <3 so close. Everything is finally getting sorted :) sorry I haven't been around, ran out of internet then had a content lock on. Packing up and moving this weekend :D
Was supposed to be moving to my nan's tomorrow and the dog that belonged to my ex was meant to be picked up today. Yet again he has let me down and I still have the dog until at least Tuesday. So angry. Stuck up here until next Monday now. I just want all this to be over
From monday I will have officially moved from my home and will be living with my grandmother. I guess I should feel more sad than I do, but mostly I feel relieved. It'll be nice to have the time to actually recover and be myself.
It looks like I'm rejected from both jobs, so I'll be moving out soon to live with my grandmother and I will be giving up at least one of my dogs, and my home. Thank you all for your kind words but really there's not a lot you can do. There's no way you could, and I wouldn't ask you to, raise over £1k in a week. I'm not worth it. I'm not really worth much. I won't be so active until I get sorted, I don't think... we'll see...

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Silvari-Equestrian Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch;)
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dat-inu Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
thank you for the watch :dummy:
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ZielinskiMaciej Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving my work!:hug:
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mapal Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem! I love the whole feel of the image :) The colours are beautiful
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Minarie Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
ty for the watch ^^
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mapal Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problemmmm :D I love your art!
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Minarie Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
aww thank you :'D
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Prettybold Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! :aww:
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mapal Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
no problem :D your art is pretty ^^
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5starburst Featured By Owner May 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch :heart:
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